I grew up as a military brat. I lived all over the world, my mother is foreign, and if there is one thing I am good at, it’s picking up my life and moving.
I do not know where this life will land me. I do not know where I will be but I do know who I will be.
It took 25 years, but I’ve finally found my calling, myself, and my solitude.
I own a candle company, which if you’re reading this, the shop is located Right. Over. There. I am also a botanist and herbalist. Two years ago, I took a leap of faith encouraged by my significant other, to jump into the world of self-employment and freedom.
About a month ago, I went to my first tarot reading. I have never cried in front of a stranger but this beautiful human finally tapped into what I have been trying to find, a lost part of me. Afterwards, I dove deep into meditation, into speaking and listening to the æther as she communicated to me. Daily meditations gave me the ability to fine tune my “line” to communicate with the universe.
Two days ago, I spoke with an apprentice Shaman. Within her vessel, I found another soul who I have met previously. Before I even acknowledged her, she said to me my energy field felt comforting and soothing to her, that I was someone whom the universe knew for a long time. She asked if the Plant Spirits had spoken to me lately as they missed me. This moved me in ways I cannot even begin to put into words.
It took some sudden and major, MAJOR changes to happen for me to finally see the path that the universe has been attempting to put me on.
I will still create beautiful candles but I will slow my work down so to fill each and every one with my love and energy. Plant Spirit Medicine has called upon me and I am finally taking another leap of faith and answering my call fully. I will begin my apprenticeship as a reiki healer and I will deepen my connections to the æther.
Over the last few years, I had slowly lost touch with friends and family. I slowly stopped forming new relationships. The universe was easing me into complete solitude so that I may fulfill my duties as a healer and as a speaker for the plant spirits.
I will be an apprentice of a direct linage shaman who answered his call 40+ years ago. The warmth and gratitude I feel towards this man is unlike any other. If I never would have ran into a fellow healer at a local boutique, I would not have been given this amazing opportunity.
What I thought was an eating disorder, anxiety, and depression was simply my soul unhappy with my position in life. After these major changes and after connecting with a fellow healer, all the modern “illnesses” I experienced, vanished. I feel refreshed and I welcome my solitude, my silence, and my soul with an open heart and lots of Gratitude.
This is my greatest adventure yet!!